Tumhe pane ki khwahish to bohot h, par tum mere hoge nhi ye bhi malum hai. Kitna ajib hota h na jab hamen sacchi pta ho pr fir bhi hum apne dil ko tasalli dene k liye ek jhuthi ummid pal k rkhte hai , ke kas koi to esa din aayega jb wo mera ho jayega, kab wo din aayegaa jab main usse haq se kuch bol sakunga , uspe pyar jata sakunga , use uski nadaniyon pe dat sakunga bina usse khone k dar se .
Bat kuch esi hai ki koi bhi rista ho do logon k bich chahe wo Dosti ho , pyar ho ya kesa bhi rista ho 100% main 50-50% dono ke efforts chahiye hote hai us rishte ko bnaye rkhne k lie.
Magar kbhi kbhi esa bhi hota hai k hme koi accha lg jata h to hm andho k trh apna sb kuchh us rishte k nam kr dete hai jbki hme samne se koi response nhi mil rha ho fir bhi es ummid main hum apna effort lgate rhte hai k kabhi to samne Wale ko qadar hogi,par esa kabhi nhi hota. Us 100% main 90% hamara contribution hota hai or samne wale ka 10% ya usse bhi kam or ye 10% bhi isiliye hota hai kyoki hmne 90% lga rkha h to formalities k liye 10% de rhe wo .
Kuchh esa hi rista hai mera or tumhara 90-10 ka . Tumhare hote hue bhi Maine hmesa akela feel kia hai, ek kamre main ek sath rah k bhi maine akele rhne jesa experience Kia hai. Tum bat to krte ho par sirf ha ya na main . Main samne se bat krne jau to hi jwab dete ho or fir bhi conversations hold nhi krte ho. Ye to lagbhag sapna hi reh gya k tm samne se bat krne aaoge. Kha na tmhare rhte maine akela feel kia hai.
Tumne duniya ki padi hai par meri koi khabar nahi hai tumhe.
Tmhare sath koi baat krne ko samne zinda pura ka pura ek esa insan ho jo tmse bohot pyar krta hai , tmhare sare sukh -dukh batna chahta ho par tmhe or logo se fursat kha h.
Fir bhi besharamon k trh apni koshishen jari rkhta hu. Ladta hu jhgrta hu tmse tmko hi pane ke liye, ruth bhi jata hu kabhi -kabhi es ummid main k tum mujhe manoge par afsos esa nhi hota. Khud hi man jana pdta hai dil ko smjhana pdta hain, lakh bhane bnane pdte hai ruk jane ko, khud k dil ko tutne se bchane ko. Khud hi man jata hu fir tmhe apna bnane, tumhe pane ki agli koshish krne main.
Dhire dhire khud ko khota ja rha hu tumhe pane ki khwahish lie dil main.
The untold story ❤️ 